I'm running into one of my phases where I get discouraged with school. I feel sometimes that the world has passed me by, especially when it comes to computer technology. I try to avoid classes that are computer heavy. My wife insists that I take a computer class, but I think I'm kind of a Luddite: I want a real newspaper; I do not want to sit in front of a computer screen to get my news. I want a real book where I can turn the pages; where I can write in the margins; and that I can later revisit like an old friend.
I care nothing for links and pictures. Those are more of a distraction for me. I may learn how to do this, in spite of myself , but it will be nothing I place any value on. I want to hold on to a simpler way of life; I don't want to join this revolution.
I'm in a curmudgeon mood. My job is now working 12 hours; the shift doesn't end until 3:00 A.M., and I'm not getting much sleep. I got home thinking that I'm over loaded and I need to drop this early morning class. I'm hoping I feel different tomorrow after a good nights sleep.
And while I'm in my curmudgeon role, I have to ask this question: do any of you have a hard time asserting yourself in group discussion? I do. When I did finally manage to edge in a comment, I got cut off .This is a group with a lot to say. In any case I'm feeling old and irritable tonight: forgive me.
P.S. my latest attempt at providing a link is below. I am getting closer.
I also get discouraged with group discussion at times. It is really difficult to say something because everyone wants to talk at once it seems.
ReplyDeleteOh yeah. I tried but gave up after some time. And I'm with you on the technology aspect somewhat as well, I still refuse to go on Facebook even though, I was informed my brother's dog even has one. Not even a joke.
ReplyDeleteWOW! Jan
ReplyDeleteI must agree with you that I get discouraged with group discussions as well (not just in this class) because I feel like anytime I start saying something, I get cut off by the bigger voices in the class. I'm hoping that you find some encouragement once you've slept a little. I know I've said this to others, but I can definitely relate to being overwhelmed...though I don't work 12 hours. I'm hoping you don't drop the class but ultimately you have to do whatever is best for you!
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ReplyDeleteI enjoy reading your posts. You have articulated a great deal of the frustration that I have felt myself. I took the buyout from GM 4 years ago to stay home with my children. I am back to finish my degree and have felt like I am struggling to get up to speed with all of the technology. It is no little task. The university does offer some help with the technology. I found a page on the UM Flint website that offered some training. Don't give up.
I too am getting discouraged with school right now. UGH partly because this weather is messing with my sinuses and energy level. I am off track and need to get back on.
ReplyDeleteI am an introvert so yes, sometimes I do have trouble asserting myself in group discussions. If I feel I have something important to say or add I will do it, and at times I can get quite fired up but a lot of the time I just don't have anything of value to add so I keep quiet. Sometimes you just have to force yourself though - like make a promise to yourself that you are going to speak up in class at least once a session.
I hope everything works out for you.
Hi James: Don't give up! We can do it, and I too, am in the "mature" student population!
ReplyDeleteI too share your love for actual books that I can hold in my hand, hilight my favorite parts,and even smell the crisp pages. This post made me think of the classic Farenheit 451, in which books existed only to be burned by a futuristic society. Have you read this? Even if you have, revisiting it may help you appreciate today and ease you out of the foul mood.
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